Saturday, October 18, 2008

what if........

what if I'm sexy? ... would the boys kneel before me?
what if I'm rich... can I buy the Philippines?
what if my breast is on my forehead?.... i will wear my bra on my forehead
what if I get pregnant?.... would anyone claim that he is the daddy?
what if my memory will be lost?... would I remember you?

_hElP_

SEE ME AND SAVE ME
A STUPID SILLY SINNER
WHO WANTS TO HAVE SENSE

"RELIGION"

WHAT ENLIGHTENED ME
WHAT SAVED ME AND GAVE ME FAITH
RELIGION INDEED

_sElf ReLiAnCe_

People have been talking about values- family values, values education, work and the like. But, have we talked about the values towards our self reliance? Values or self values provide us the fundamental basis for our personal behaviors. They are luminous street signs that direct our course in our journey through life. they are standard against which we could measure our correspondence to the what should be's"

Self Reliance is the ability to preserve in the performance of his work and the fulfillment for his duties, in pursuit of his objectives. Knowing well the aspects, dimension and consequences of your choices and if you can stand up to it you are truly self reliant.

When you are able to properly relate or direct things or means towards an end, and you have order as a value, you are self reliant. If you can categorize your activities, your priorities and your schedule, you have the good use of time, you manage yourself, then you are self reliant.

Self Reliance is listening, listening to what yourself says, listening to what your heart desires. most of all Self Reliance is trusting yourself.

"t'NaLaK"

Bands, intricately designed cottages, bandiritas, stalls with delicious delicacies, the Carnival, the glamorous lights everywhere, the sporadic stalls of native products and the ukay-ukay, the various activities like Search for Mutya ng South Cotabato and many more describes T'NALAK for me. T'NALAK... everytime I hear this word and July 18 is fast approaching, I am starting to fix my schedule.

Every T'NALAK Festival, I am happy and excited. I can walk along the streets with my friends. I cam have my friends in the Carnival; the octopus, seahorse and dragon rides. The most significant event for me during the fiesta is the fireworks display. The colorful lights and its loud explosions amazed me and made me smile. This evemt is good enough but what makes it best is the presence of my friends. Their presence makes T'NALAK a fiesta for me.

"La Vita E Bella" ... this is a simple story but not an easy to tell...

A story is something that narrates your life, an avenue to express our thoughts and feelings, a piece that should be valued and kept for a lifetime. When we are asked what happened yesterday, we often tend to tell every single detail of the moment but there are still moments we left unsound. It is difficult to tell a story with full detail.

" Its beautiful place: Pigeons fly, women fall from the sky." This line from Guido tickle the chambers of my heart. It seems that he is really enjoying ans see everything beautiful and positive. I laughed when Dora fell down and Guido told her: "you can't imagine how much I feel like making love to you," sounds naughty but romantic. My laughter extremes when he added: "But I'll never tell anyone, especially not to you. They'd have to torture me to make me say it." funny! He Definitely say it already. He want to make love with Dora not just once but over and over again.

We want life to be perfect but we cannot go away from fouls around us. Though Guido seized life to the fullest, it has been unfair. " No Jews or Dogs allowed", "NO Kangaroos allowed" signs that are the latest trend on their place. This signs depict the deprivation in their place. Goisue ask his dad why is this so, he answered his son , "Oh, that Not allowed signs are the latest trend! the other day, I was in a shop with my friend the Kangaroo but their sign said, " No Kangaroos Allowed", and said to mu friend, "well what can I do? they don't allow Kangaroos." It is hard to make fine though its not.

When Guido and Goisue is caught by the German soldiers, they are brought into the train and brought into the slave quarter. Goisue is innocent of what is happening because Guido instiled in his mind that what was happening is just a game. Until his father died, all he knew is itd just a game.

The right to live. The right to freedom. What are these and other natural laws for? It is for humanity, for everybody, for us to live a happy and peaceful life. Isn't it a stand for every one of us to always be equal to each other? I have seen the stranges and pecularity of the word "equality" in all it's sense as it is as it is viewed by the society nowadays. It is already a strange for me, an alienated concept from a long lost world. A pecular thing that everyone wishes to have, when the nature of it now is twisted and queationable.

In the fangs of evilness, was Guido ever saved from such fate? He never done wrong to his religion...to the government... but why is lifeand freedom deprived from him? Guido and the other Jews wanted to escape that fate, and so, they strive so hard to finally live a happy life. Guido gave his life for the triumph of their game.

"sAdNeSs"

I am on a cold reception, though its a broad daylight, I still feel I was enveloped in darkness. I feel I was a small fry, they have their pair but it seems that I was the 13th on the Baker's dozen. Am I a white elephant? I feel useless.


I was looking nowhere, the crickets stop chirping, the snakes stop hissing and the turkeys stop gobbling. The wind blows and the leaves are falling down on me. Clouds are dark, I cannot see anything, all I feel is the cold breeze of the night. I see myself standing on the field, longing for the warmth of love, care and sweet embrace.